Where do I begin

WELL!

Christmas has been amazing!!!

I feel happy and excited and WOOHOO and have so much energy in my head I will really have to run it off at some point. Not with my arms flinging about though.

There's just been lots of nice conversations and time to not think because there hasn't really been much to think about as I know now. FINALLY!!!

I'm going to do the the better thing and not write any of my frustrations out because it wouldn't be fair, and I'm also very bored of reading my frustrations and hearing the same thing over and over about myself, from myself. I'm just going to keep following my instincts as they seem to be the best thing for me.

I LOVE MY INSTINCTS!!!

I've always invented a drink, a 'jen and tonic' as mum loved these and poured them in not so quite measured standards... So they always tasted good :P

Tomorrow I can't wait to take a trip to Somerset to see some of my friends and to laugh a lot. I think that's what has been the best thing this holiday-I have laughed A LOT and now my teeth ache and face hurts in a very good way. I have missed pure laughter so much. SO SO SO SO much. There's been a lot of jeffs this year and it's finally over. Of course they are ALL still pretty fresh in my mind but now i'm ready to look back on them and go arghhh, goodbye-with a smiley face.

It feels so good to be me, and know what to do with me, at last!!! And I think it all started properly from Tuesday 20th December (if you all really needed an exact proper moment!) HA!