"Cold blooded"... just a little quote full of historic banter.
If I can't say out loud what I feel, I may as well type the drivel. And it's not going to be pretty. I think it all has to come out here, as a log. Regardless of consequences? Perhaps. Who am I protecting really? Because I don't think it's been a case of just protecting me for a long time and that is after all one of my issues, control. It gets a bit silly that, as it just makes me more anxious desire for control. All I ever do on this blog is say some and not reveal all-I have always been told to be more honest and only in emails does it seem to be more true with less walls.
Fuck it. Lets see what happens, it's instinct after all. Come what may.
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