I wish I could say something good. I mean, something which makes sense, because a lot of the things we experience don't make sense for why they happen and it gets tedious sometimes.
I remember Shakespeare's words of 'Fortune turn thy wheel', as we are forever destined to experience ups and downs. Sometimes I say fuck your wheel because it isn't fair, and shouldn't have been my time then. Then I think, well I wouldn't be the person I am today because of everything that has happened and yadayadayada. I just want to take this moment to be pissed off because I feel like my mum was taken from me, too much has been taken from me and yes, I suppose sometimes people can't win. I'd rather not point out the positives of such situations because, well, it doesn't feel like it is the right step in accepting things. Can't I just be with my anger? Circles are sound but they aren't always fun round. And, I am tired of playing this game, I like my shapes miss-matched and squishy-that way things always get a bit more interesting. If your brain works in the same way all the time, you just get bored of yourself!
It's time to make sounds and shape your 'known' into something you actually like.
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